How About My Dream ?

Dear Reader ..

" Dream 

I mean not about hopeness but it is about blossom in your night . I don't know why dreams come to my sleeping but  almost night they come to me.. I ever heard ,  higher IQ someone has , more dreams come to his night.*reject it

But , It is not the problem I mean...

Again and again I must let the dream come into my night . Now, I wanna tell you about my dream this night. I remember it well . My friend said, If you still remember your dreams in the morning , It meant you hope it would be happenned.. 

Here is the story .

Start from my problem with my best friend since SD till now ( I hope ), in the real life, I have done a big mistake to her and it made us so long and nearly lost contact.. I have told the real but maybe it can't accepted because I look like a betrayal in her mind.. Actually , I don't intend to do it..  It's out of my mind.. But How could I do.. It has happened and I couldn't take the time back and change all of the situation.

Dear, in my dreams we were in one room and there were too many people between us . I knew right she was there and it made me  worried.. seurious , maybe it because I know I was wrong.

You know then, she came to me and touch my hand . 

After that I see her with hope , smile and hug her tightly. I told her everything she must know, and she hug me too and nod show her that she can understand all.  I cried . 

Then we went to a sofa and laughed together .

I am so relief . and feel so calm.

But , I must say when I wake up, 

"unfortunately only a DREAM"

So "ngenes" knowing that .

For you there, I will say, You must know what the fact.

I haven't any mind making you sad and like a betrayal.

I am so regret knowing it happens .

Please forgive me, I don;t know what must I do again.

Furthermore, near this time, we will leaving on plane in our each way. 

So how about my dreams ? 

It will be only a dream or can be real? 

Honestly, I don't have any dare to come to your house, saying sorry and make it clear.

I am not a gentleman to resolve this problem.

Give me any sign .

Texting me with some words I need to hear.

This really hurt me :( 

When we were JHS