Crowded

I call this "rujak"
Rujak in my mind
I dunno how to spell
But, It still bad when I try to understand

that, this
like a random colour in my mind
I try to pick one 
and separated that
and make it in another place
But, It was together

Just wanna one and make it diff
chan9ed
but it was crowded
still Rujak in my mind

I feel that I didn't wanna eat RUJAK anymore