The Best Closing

Jesus, actually I hope nothing from anyone. as I've told that I just wanna spend this day as usual.
But, this is kinda touching my heart..
I feel crying in my heart and remember all my worst here.
When I see around, actually I don't know whom I see.
I look again, and I realize that I shouldn't be alone.
Yahhh, though I am away from my fams, but I know they're the new one.
Maybe I am the one who don't know what grace is to have them, because I don't know what's special here.
Jesus, helps me please to understanding more about anything here. help me to know more about the people here..
.....
And when I open the door, seeing the light was turn off. yaaa, it should be the best time.
I enter with tears in my eyes,
Jesus, one thing that make me sad right now, why I don't know what's special thing in my room?
maybe, because I seldom here or why, I don't know.
But, I'm so happy to have them.
...
The thing that makes me happy here is they can accept my fault.
of course that,
and now I realize it when I'm not underpressure..
thank to kak eva, kak cila, kak lily, kak sry, kak tere, ayunda, kak adel, kak mona, kak nels, kak damar, ribka, terimaaakasiiiiiiiiiiihh buat waktu istimewa tadi..