When I Start this Second Semester

If I flash back on that day
I myself, whole myself
Prepare for this semester as great as I can
Becoz, I can't wait for the content class..

I bought all the stationary things
I spent to much money for all that
But, It's okay for me
Becoz I was so wired up facing this semester..

But, the time goes by.
Two weeks along before I posted this,
I felt what called "Jenuh"

I felt lost.
I felt like so press down
and it got worst becoz of the content I face made me down

and I thought I had walked far from my Lord.
It makes me become worst and worst
and I just couldn't stand
Becoz when I wanted to share
I'm so afraid
everyone was feeling the same way like me
but, my sister room's mate, "Eponk"
I told so many with her..
it makes me feel better
and then I realize, that why I have to find anyone?
I still have God.
I can pray
and cry out to Him
what I did, just find the serenity fast

God..
forgive me
You're my source of serenity
Please help me to hold on in Your name

Jesus
I pray for my struggle here too
I'm still young to feel this way
I'm still young to know the reality
seems like I'm not ready to see this world..

Help me
to find the purpose of my life in this world
and I want to glorify Your name
Help me to keep my mouth
To tell a positive word

To tell everyone
Follow me
As I follow Jesus...

Lord I offer my life to You...

Semangat yaa Hesty..
Keep your contact with Him alone..
Only Him that can be always there with you
to save you and the One that you can believe fully...........