Growing

Dear Friends no matter you are .
Good night . Sorry for not post so long. Actually I'm kinda busy and tomorrow I'll enter a class that make my heart beat fast #LOL . anyway I would like to share a little story about my life. I call it struggle.
As I live in this world, problem and struggle just like my bestfriend, but they just cannot sing for me. and at the holiday before, I got this. It's not about sickness or others but it was about how to keep my integrity in my holiday.
For 2 weeks, I wasn't going to Church. I miss the way I sang and thankful to God. Furthermore, before I sleep, I'm not pray even to say thanks. So bad !
Whole my holiday, I'm not sleep well. It just like I woke up in the midnight and then can't sleep. For some days it happened though. And finally I realize. I miss to talk to Him, I miss read His Words. W/out waiting anymore, I prayed and read my Bible. My heart was getting peace and calm. Then I slept.
I realize, it's too difficult to keep my integrity...
But I will try and try and pray that God will provide what I need to grow..
Semangat !