About My Holiday in Semester 1

Helo . Maybe when you see this title, I guess you think that what for it is for me. Should I read this post.?
It's up to you, but I suggest you, just read.. hehe :D
I spent my holiday in my sister's room for 2 weeks.
It just so difficult for me.
Actually, I had no thought to go there, even to spend my holiday there.
But, It was so bad if I didn't go there because sure I wasn't alone in this Island, Java, because there are many my fams here..
Okay.. I just wanted to think positively.
I said to myself. maybe this would be a great holiday, and I've planned so many about what I would to do there. Okay, I went there alone by mini bus.
Then I arrivedd ( of course, through so many temptation)
times by goin' and it was afternoon, suddenly, the rain fell down hard..
It was  too bad knowing the water was so high and enter my sister's house.
I really upset..
I was thinking, oh my God, this is so bad.
It was out of my planned..
And then, what else, tommorow became like that again..
and I thinking to myself, it's really to bad.
Whole about my days there, just about saying some bad words because I was so far from my thinking about...
and from here, I got a new thinking..
"WORLD NEVER GIVE YOU THE REAL HAPPINESS, EVEN FROM YOUR BELOVED ONE, GOD ONLY WHO CAN"

And, now I know to whom I've to hang on my plan and dream..
Jesus only