So Stupid, doesn't it?

From my deepest heart..
Hello Hesty (my name)..
I just wanna ask you about something that you have to answer wheter you enjoy with this question or not..
Don't beg me to forget about my question hesty.. you have to answer..

First : why your mood is too fast to change?
Hesty : I am seriously dunno how to answer. I myself also sad to know this..

second : what makes it like that?
Hesty: about my heart that can't accept a different people, I mean that not the way as I want..

Third: Why everyone should be like you want to be? They have their own way that identificated them, they have their way to show who they are, even you don't have anyright to force them or even beg them to be like you want. you don't have any right.. you .. what do you think you are? an angel?
Hesty: I know,, but they broke my heart and make me not comfort with them,,.

Fourth: So, if your heart is broken,that doesn't mean that you can disapointed or give any whatever it is.. you can't hesty.. you don't have any right..
Hesty: you can't force me to be down,, you have to help me up.. say something a good word to me..



Heart : I just can't saying anything.. pray to God.. search into your heart, what is your happiness come from? anyone? everyone happiness? or anyone sadness? you are so bad if you make the sadness of people becomes your happiness..
Hesty: no, not the sadness I mean. but I just dunno whyy "you" can't accept the diversity of people? people have emotion too.. emm, why you can't understand them "HEART?"

Heart: Hesty, don't have any high expectation from anyone.. you have to know what do you need from a friend.. you can't make them like you want, they just can accompany you, maybe in your happiness, but sadness? just pray for the people like that,.
Hesty, remember what your daddy's said: Friend is everything.. Change Hesty...Make up your mind,, say it to God.. Hesty, you can life because of just a friend.. remember Hesty..

Hesty: "I just cry to know that.. I'm so sorry.. okay, I'll try to change and I'll try to accept the other, I will go with another but I won't so close.. I just need one person, but I dunno whom, and I won't make any expectation on them, and I will be independent.. I will see my self as a human being that can ba alone and try to be alone... alone become solitude with God.. I don't wanna talk too much, just saying a good word that make the other happy to hear,, close my heart so tight and forget about my expectation.. just going like water.. enjoy the situationn... say many good words, and cheer up yourself,,,,
Keep spirit hesty.. I know you can,..

Be the princess of God.. not because you have a prince but because you are daughter of a King, Jesus..