My day after "it"

Actually I dan't wanna share about this .
Because I can't stand to type any letter and thinking what to write .
But , may after I write this everything in my mind will be fresh .
Start right here .
Before I went to medan for following step 2 STIS . there was happened a bad situation in my house .
Of course we don't ever hope and thought it will be happened.
~my mom got sick~
It so kills me you know .
I can't stand see her feeling sick .
Lying so weak .
Drinking some medicines :(
After that, her face was pale .
Oh, it makes me wanna cry .
And when I can't stop my tears , them fall .
I was crying in my room hoping none seeing my tears .
I pray to my Lord and hope my mom get well soon .
Day goes on .
And my mom is well now .
but, she still looks so weak and must keep her healthy well so tight .
And actually I'm around of concerned.
It may not happend.. I must give all my fear to God..


readers ,
Everything my mom wants , I hope I can give.
But sometimes my youngest sister often makes her angry .
I don't know what to do if it happen. I just growl .
Oh my Lord, in near that time I will go to my university .
I'll have a long distance space with my mom ,
Please keep her for me .
And give the wise for my sister to keep my mom well .
I believe , ALL IS WELL ..
Mom, Please don't be sick anymore .
remember me and all your children .
WE LOVE YOU


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