Brave

I just want to write about this somehow and share about my experience. Today, Intan gave me this song Brave-Sara Bareilles. This really slaps me though. Because I am kind of quiet girl that shy to show who I am. I mean about the word I say. Sometime, I just keep it in my mind and do not anyone know it. For some reasons, I a little am lazy to say what in my mind. I think it takes some courage or time to say that, so I just keep that. In the other hand, I am afraid to hurt anyone or moreover hurt my feeling too.
But, maybe I am totally wrong with my thought. It's not so tragically as in my mind.
Simply to say, you have a right to say that.
And in the lyric of this song,

You can be amazing
You can turn a phrase into a weapon or a drug
You can be the outcast
Or be the backlash of somebody’s lack of love
Or you can start speaking up
Nothing’s gonna hurt you the way that words do
And they settle ‘neath your skin
Kept on the inside and no sunlight
Sometimes a shadow wins
But I wonder what would happen if you

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

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And I reflect this on myself. I really wanna change to be brave. Because so many act that I do, show me that I am really afraid to do something. Just be brave. Jesus also told me to be brave. Okay.. Resolution.. :)